this is wht comes to me...

life according to people maybe like some roller coaster ride.....but arent roller coaster rides supposed to be fun...and dizzying....dont they seem to stir this sense of absolute excitement and thrill.....life doesnt have those elements....to me this is some designed schedule which seems to rule over everything.....no sense of tranquility....yet music seems to get me over this mechanism...and nobody understands this.......university today was mighty busy and the bloody semiar lasted for hours....there seemed nothing else to do except sit in and listen....or fall into complete slumber while the room is darkened for the presentation.....surprisingly i found my listening and pointing out the guys grammatical errors....silly me.....hehe....but i have some how managed to become this critical persona who can be ruthless......there are various states that the place i live in goes through....a latest one of these is couple of hooded women banging on the doors of other people commanding rather than just being pure feminine.......wierd...and pathetic might i add....but this is apprently how things work around ehre people getting lost in tidal waves of emotions....anger to be specific....its like what great writers quote to be the frustrated mind....but the soul to be beyond frustrated......how is possible that one pill can take one persons life...yet another persons system just doesnt accept the pill hence its exited.....its no mystery....or is it the biggest one?! no one has any idea.