this is where i come in.

i was a blog user once.....then stopped cuz my brothers thought it was just another one of those sites for nosy intelects..man i was pissed....but then i know my time is bound to come....at this precise time im in my university using the lab amogst a bunch of incompetent fools and what struck me suddenly is that....for them life is all about this non-serious attitude and a pathetic taste in colour and people....to them the art of judging females comes naturally.....ughh they are so loud!!....so im this 18 going on to 19 and so not looking forward to it girl whose tomboyishness has gotten her into serious fixes....but then i refuse to be someone other than who i am.....negligence has turned me into one of those french toads who feel happy while looking at others pain.....im not proud of it...but then i cant help it either.....i was just readin the croweaters the other day and rosy watson is wht is termed to be the manipulator....WHY THE FUCK IS THIS TALKING SO LOUDLY!!!!! i swear mannerisms are somethings these guys are so not accquainted with....no wonder plastic bimbos with all their brains in their arse seem to please them.....some who pronounces 'fleming' as 'flaming'.....bless stephen's soul.....hehe....my eyes are so very much numb....talked away the entire night.....my friend had called and it was like one those nights when u meet ur friends after a long time and all u do is sit in the pub drink the best beer and remember the good ol times when wives had not ruled their minds and what is now old and gray used to be fresh and striking....but then thts wht life's all abt....getting a prize and losing it not able to understand what is it that got u to that point....what wrong did u do tht all of tht was taken away slowly....as to slowly torture u....but then it is during tht time tht man realizes.....his crime was tht he didnt appreciate it....he'd rather detoriate it......tht man when bad he is as cold and hard as steel....when sad is like soft melted wax which slowly sets....man i need some coffee to gemme started....im done.